im the worst but who actually cares
but here is the thing!! im high as fuck and drunk as fuck right now! and i am CHILLIN!!!!! i am dancin to mac and having a grand time. fuck y’all lmao
why does this always happen literally a year ago i was at the same low i am now and its so shitty to buy into this cycle of self hatred because i know in a few months i will be completely fine. but i also know in a few weeks i will be even worse than i am now
fat-girl-for-life
Dear humans,
I need you to be brutally honest with me. My brain tells me things and I’m bound to believe it.
I’m always thinking the worst, I think you hate me, pretend to like me, just put up with me, wish id stop messaging etc… If this is true, please just tell me.
And if, by some bizarre miracle, you do like me, like talking to me, think of me as a friend, please tell me. Because my brain will be saying otherwise 24/7.
I hate myself and struggle to believe that people actually like me. Surely they must be faking
